When one thinks about the many things that go unspoken; a massive void of nothingness overwhelms the best of us. All too often we may say just let it be, or just ignore and let it go away. Going away is exactly what some issues don't do. I just don't understand why it is so difficult to just say what is on my mind. The response is never anything like one expects. So just spit it out!
The holiday season Christmas to the New Year is probably the most depressing time of the year and it is also a joyous season. People are intensely seeking the perfect gift idea, people are making and baking, they are singing and crying, most of all people are involved in trying to make happy, happy, joy, joy! One time of the year everyone that can is spending every penny they can get their hands on to buy a one time memory gift that soon shall be forgotten. Clearly this time of the year can be planned for; whereby a single savings account holds the key to gift purchasing with a limit. So the best gift idea should be the gift of a Christmas savinga account.
So okay I will spit it out right now; I miss my Mother, she was always so happy this time of year no matter what. Thirty-eight Christmas' have passed and the feelings are just as fresh as 1972 when my Mom left life behind to die. I miss my Aunt Ada who was my grandma's sister and who took my grandma's place after she died in 1951. I miss my Auntie and most of all I miss my son who died in 2001. As we all live so shall we all die, as we all have people we loved who are no longer alive, so shall our memories of those who are gone live on and on in our heart, our soul, and our mind. Love never dies.
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